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I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking

of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking

us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I

finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact

that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning

hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as

romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it

possible that I have known you all my life but we

have yet to realize that we are meant for each other?

Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are

the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really

known"love". I do not have the answer to that question

either but I believe that, more often than not, we

will never really know what love is until we find that

right person...and since I have not found you yet,

then maybe I do not really know what love is! You just

dont know how often I dream of finally knowing what it

feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very

moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off

my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your

smile,or your eyes or maybe even how you manage to

make me laugh by your silly little ways! I dont really

know for sure but I am praying that God will help me

recognize you when the right time comes.

I think of all the pain that I have gone through in

the past and of how much I have cried since the day I

began my search.I just wanted you to know that I find

my strength in clinging onto my vision of the

beautiful life ahead of me--the life I shall spend

with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you

are worth all that pain and sacrifice. After all, the

tears have become a part of my life and I believe that

they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would

become perfect,not perfect in its truest sense, but

perfect--for YOU! I wonder if you've gone through so

much pain as well. I wonder if you've been hurt so

many times along the journey. But my dearest

one,please dont ever give up because I am right

here...patiently waiting for you! I assure you that

when we finally find each other I would slowly heal

those wounds by my love.

At night, I would look out my window and stare at the

beautiful sky,hoping that somehow you are also looking

up and wondering about me.I utter a silent prayer and

send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that

in time they would reach you. And when I feel

impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you

are on your way and that you are longing to see me as

well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it

is still you that I think of, for you are always in my

dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place

where I can hold onto you, long enough to tell you how

much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my

fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this,

all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the

new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will

no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am

assured that you are worth the wait. And when that

time comes, everything will fall into its place,just

as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed,

just as I had believed it would be!

By then, I would simply look back and smile at all

that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and

amidst the simple joys of life--and I would be very

thankful because they all led me to you.

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on

to our dream and dont even think of letting go.

Believe in your heart that we will find each other no

matter what happens. God has planned the course and it

is up to us to follow the directions. Dont worry, dont

be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all

the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow

lead to ME.